Tuesday, January 25, 2011

19th

I wish he came to my house at 00:00 and stayed until 6:00, have a light conversation, no fight, no tears. That's all!

Friday, January 7, 2011

Now Playing

Me And My Boyfriend



I've got a boyfriend now

He's my dearest pal

He'll always catch me when I fall

He's always there when I call


I've got a boyfriend now

He always talks so loud

Even in a crowded house

He always shows what he got


I share my dreams and all my stories

I don't think I need my diary

If you're teasing me, don't you worry

I will keep you in my memories


When my boyfriend smiles

The world seems all mine

And all the days seems truly fine

Make me reach up for the sky


Me and my boyfriend now

We're moving so slow

If you really want to know

Come on and join with the show


I share my dreams and all my stories

I don't think I need my diary

If you're teasing me, don't you worry

I will keep you in my memories


When I'm blue. feel so lonely

No one sits here right beside me

I'm gonna call you just to;

"Hurry, come and see me. It's so scary and I need you desperately"


I share my dreams and all my stories

I don't think I need my diary

If you're teasing me, don't you worry

I will keep you in my memories


MOCCA

Aku Nangis

Penggalan beberapa sms curhat ku :
"Aku ngga suka digangtungin gini. Aku udah minta maaf, dan dia tau kalo aku itu org yg susah untuk minta maaf. Udah bbrp kali aku nanya dia maunya gmn, mau ngambek sampe kapan, tapi gaada jawaban yang jelas. Dia tau aku bukan orang yg sabar, aku emosian. Dia tau aku ga suka nunggu lama2. Knp dih buat aku nangis konyol trs #abaikan
Setiap ada masalah sekecil apapun aku cerita sm dia, apalagi kalo aku lg ngerasa punya byk beban. Skrng dia lg punya byk beban, tp ngga nyeritain 1 pun ke aku

Selalu aja gitu. Sama2 egois kan, tp beda hal. Salah ngga sih kalo aku ngeluh krn terlalu byk kesamaan sifat? Bukankah soulmate lbh baik tdk mjd pasangan hidup?

Iya. Sifat dasarku dan dia itu sama. Pemikiran dan cara pandang kita jg ga jauh2 beda. Awalnya buatku byk kesamaan itu bikin ngga seru, kyk kurang menantang. Tp dia blg byk kesamaan lbh enak, krn gaperlu byk menyamakan pendapat lg. Gimana tuh?

Sbnrnya dia emosian, gampang kepancing marah. Tp selama sama aku, dia repres dan terpacu utk jd org yg sabar utk ngimbangin aku. Tp ttp sifat asli ga mdh ilang kan?

Rasa sayang berlebih, perhatian dan pengertian, byk berkorban, selalu mau bantu aku, cukup lapang dada, beriman, ngga ngerokok, main basket, cerdas, kemauan keras

Smsku "Kamu tega kal, bikin mataku bengkak 2 hari berturut2. Honestly, it really really kills me. I'm afraid, idk what where how to hold. I love you" Ga dibales

Keterbukaan dan kejelasan. Aku merasa benar2 terabaikan. Meskipun dia sibuk krn urusan kampus, at least bisa kasih sedikit penjelasan/minta pengertianku di awal"

Lovely song for me :)))

Little girl

Hey little girl, you’ve been far away from those who loves you

Little girl, don’t be afraid.

Hey little girl, well you’re not so little anymore

Hey little girl, just another city for you to take over

Before you sleep, think of us who thinks of you when we’re sleeping too

Before you broke down and cry, tell us your story and you’ll make it by

Create by : Michelle Sonya Koeswoyo


Thursday, January 6, 2011

Random : Early of 2011

  • i have a new hope, i welcome this new year, but... a few hours after the amazing sky (fireworks), i already drop some water from my eyes *ngomong apasih nin*

  • Yeay January! Bulan ini usiaku bertambah :) Semoga tambah dewasa.. Amin

  • Salah kah kalau seorang cewe yang udah punya pacar, punya sahabat cowo baru? Jawaban pertama : tergantung orangnya. tergantung cewe itu dan pacarnya, tergantung sahabat cowo barunya gimana. Aaah tergantung-menggantung, mati aja. Statemen : cewenya udah punya 2 sahabat cowo sih (krn cewe itu paling percaya sama sahabat cowo), tapi beda kota. pacarnya emang pencemburu. sahabat cowo barunya ngga langsung menerima jadi sahabat si cewe. Jawaban kedua : harus ada yang ngalah

  • Kemaren gue salah ngomong ; kalimat gue salah, timing nya ngga pas. fine, gue salah. gue ngaku gue salah. i said "i'm sorry" isn't it enough? what else? what do you want? what should i do?